Ugh. Overdose of pizza. Ate it for dinner and supper! Had a class gathering today....my JC class...tis interesting to meet up again just as many of us are almost about to graduate! Some of them I haven't even seen since we graduated from SAJC! Some of us have changed...some a lot, some not so...and it sheds light on perhaps how much I might have changed since JC.

They seem to have this idea tt i'm kinda 'domesticated' cos they all smelt brownies baking as they came out of the lift into the landing outside Yaling's place and I guess it was kinda nice to have pple praising me for the fact tt I'm able to bake! hahahaha....find it rather funny i suppose. The crowd tt I usually hang out wif doubt very much my cooking abilities....and how 'domesticated' I am. Oh well...wat can I say...maybe I'm juz weird...multiple split personalities?? ;p

So...came back frm the gathering..did stuff here and there and now it's like 12 sthg and I'm not aslp yet! Need to be off to a camp tmw...and am really really worried abt it...cos I'm supposed to have been the organiser and yet I feel tt things are not really well prepared or organised. Will need a lot of prayers for this to be successful man.

And so begins my bz bz bz holiday. It's like an oxymoron or just very ironic that when I'm supposed to be really bz during sch term wif assignments or exams I tend to blog so often! Sometimes even more than twice a day! And when the exams are over, and the hols begin blogging stops.....cos i'm even busier than ever!!

I need to get out of singapore man....my boring dad says we might go to KL. *blech* shopping?? Not exactly my preferred mode of relaxation, but oh well, i think i do need it...clothes getting v frumpy and boring... so many pple are goin to exciting destinations like U.S. or even Langkawi! And i did think my dad wanted to go to Krabi but looks like he changed his mind! :/

Am sick lor...sianz...been trying to put it off since last fri...by drinking lotsa water and all..but it seems to kinda haf gotten worse. Oh well...caught the flue bug frm my sister la...who was ill the whole of last week! Must have been the staying up late to finish my essays and catch my Rugby World Cup!

Well, here's a funny story tt'll make u laugh...(it just happened within the last hr)

My dad and I were sick so went to the doc...we went to a diff polyclinic since the normal one was closed and they asked whether we were there for the first time we said no.....and gave our ic no so tt they cld look for the records. Then my dad went out to put a parking coupon... and i sat down to read my bk and wait. After a while they suddenly asked me, "er......can we have the full name of your husband cos we can't seem to find the no in our system"

HUSBAND!?!??!?!?!??!

Those dumbass nurses must be blind or stupid or sthg! Nearly fainted lor! And then I said..."he's my dad!" and they juz said "ohh..". Sigh...stupid pple.

Yeah....had u rolling on the floor there right? Well....at least I made someone laugh. -_-

I'm feeling so nua....(which should be my mood but the nearest equivalent i cld find was lazy) Maybe cos I been sleeping too much...or maybe sleeping and waking up too late so i find tt my day is like half gone liao by the time I wake up.

Also hellokitty is probably grumpy tts y the site is forever under maintenance. How positively irritating. I've got like tons of things to do and i can't open my email to do it! :\

Maybe I shld change my blog template sometime soon too....the picture keeps disappearing...

Watched the repeat of the Rugby World Cup yest till abt 4 sthg in the morn...so exciting! But as much as I think Jonny Wilkinson is a real shen in kicking I feel tt the drop kick goal thingies are a real anti-climax to it all lor. It's like...a bit of a cheapo way to gain points. After all, it ain't football! And I'm sure the Aussies were terribly disppointed. Such a pity tt I can't really find any kaki to share my enthusiasm with me....no one else i know watches rugby except my bro and Kelvin and cos of the exams so no one's really interested. But anyway...as one of my classmates asked me before, "Are u the very aggressive type or do u haf violent tendencies? Cos it's so odd tt a girl should like such a violent sport!" Oh well...i'm sure most of u guys out there (esp Shane & Ivan) would have some sorta answer to tt!

Yeah..too much rugby in my head....even dreamt abt it last nite! Twas quite an interesting dream tho I don't rem most of it.

Had a nice time yesterday going out with Chonghan, Weilin and Chuien. We met to watch Oh Man! and it was a pretty good show.....Kumar was good as usual...and then we went to the airport for a drink after tt. Pretty interesting evening I think! It's been a while since we all hung out...hrm...ok maybe not tt long lah but yeah...tis nice to hang out with old frens! =)

The ALL BLACKS WON!!

Hehe...am so delighted...the past 24 hrs or so have just been heaven cos I didn't do ANY studying at all, and I'm going out again in a while!! Yippie!!!!!!

And the All Blacks won and I've got happening music playing while on the com and juz feeling v v happy lor. For no reason whatsoever.

Maybe it's cos the weather's been absolutely fantastic...so cool! I love the rain....and maybe it's also cos I keep watching rugby and been dreaming abt New Zealand (haha dunno y i also can get high on tt) and generally going out and all la! So it's been a gd day!

*grin grin grin*

Ahh....so happy...juz came back after watching matrix wif Jac! Didn't really get it tho...but nvm, i'll juz get Shane to explain it to me. =)

Wanted to watch my 3rd and 4th placing rugby just now but missed it cos came back too late...nvm..i'll watch the replay tonight! hehe....got a few things to do...but sianz cos abit nua... oh well...perhaps I'll go do some baking...

Feels gd tt my first two terrible papers are over...altho the last one was v bad...heck la...tis over, nothing i can do abt it now...

My exams are starting tmw! And in 24 hrs I will be relatively FREE! But before tt..i've to study for 2 papers....

1 of which has a lot of info which i need to cram inside my head!! Really hope i manage to pull thru these 2 relatively well.....

Alrighty! Tis finally done...altho it sounds quite nice....but cos i had to change and add diff instruments it sounds a bit unbalanced. But oh well,

TIS FINALLY OVER!!!

ALL my assignments are done for the sem, and i can finally get down to some serious studying. Geez.

Thank you for being so patient, all u lovely pple out there who have been reading my one week or so "whinings"....(like as if u all had a choice! ;p) but hopefully I'll be able to study now...and after wednesday, most of my troubles will be over! Wheeeeeeeee

When i finally manage to get down to writing a piece of music i hafta figure out how to use the damn stupid software tt is so complicated and wldn't lemme write chords!?!!? How to play a nice piece lidat!

Tmd...

Finally!!! I finished the science of music essay!!! Now left with the music composition. I shall go and slp and then hopefully can come up with sthg gd tmw.

Then i can finally start studying... piangz...not enuff slp can...but my mind is so hyped up now i can't get to slp either.

I guess when u haf essays to do, u just won't do it. Feel so constipated with ideas here and there to write, but just never get down to doing it. U'll end up wasting time...like doing stupid quizzes....changing or making additions to your blog template...haha....took this moody thing from Shane's blog. Think it's quite cute!

Yet another one of those quizzes...(when i'm really supposed to be doing my essay...halfway through now...)
hmm....this is relatively true lah... heh...


YOU ARE EARTH!

Your inner element is one of great dependability
and security. You like things the way you like
them, and you work hard to achieve what you
perceive as the perfect balance of things in
your life. Your drive to succeed is admirable
and second to none. You are the rock in the
storm that people need, the stability in life
that so many lack. Your drive to be the best
often leads to tremendous success in both life
and business - an idea line of work for you.
You
tend to be picky about friends and acquaintances,
as you have the same high standards for others
as you do yourself. But when you have a friend
you will stick by them no matter what - you are
a friend to the end. Love doesn't come easily
to you, and you may find yourself searching
through many to find the one you are looking
for. When you find that one you love you will
lavish all your love and affection on them, and
you tend to be very sensual, even decadent when
it comes to passion.

Your greatest strengths are your ability to make a
decision and stick to it and your ability to
remain strong no matter what happens. Your
weakness is your tendency to get too stubborn
and your refusal to give even an inch with even
those you care about. Balancing your strengths
and weaknesses is crucial for you to achieve
balance in your life.

Astrologically, Earth is associated with the signs
of Taurus, Virgo and Capricorn. You are most
compatible for either love or friendship with
another Earth Elemental or with an Water. You
are least compatible with an Air Elemental.


Which of the 5 Prime Elements are you?
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Yet another time of writing an essay. My last one at that...and supposedly the easiest la, cos there's gonna be a lot of smoking!

Here's the question...anyone has things to say can comment!

If you had to choose between listening to your favourite performer on a CD in the comfort of your own home, or a live concert, which would you choose and why?
(1000 words max)

Already had some interesting comments from Avi, and I wonder what else i can come up with that would stand out and gimme an A. Sigh.

Fwah! And check out the arts activities and compositions tt my Science of Music lecturer has been up to! This guy is a physics lecturer in NUS leh!! How can pple be so talented??

=(....

The All Blacks lost... so sad... they are really off form this week lor. My Carlos Spencer was injured...so they played rather badly this year. Think my bro said Rokocoko was injured also. Haiz...they lost the last world cup too and now didn't even get into finals. How disappointing. =(

And to think i rushed home to watch somemore....aiya, anyway...now gonna slp liao...only had 2 hrs of slp last nite doing essay...tmw need to do somemore....nites!

Can't believe the amount of crap I'm writing for my Stanislavski essay.....and i'm still not even halfway through yet. i've to hand it in in a few hours time and feeling tt shitty feeling of dread where I've to rush it...and God knows what I'll do if i'm not able to hand it in. Sigh. And i juz realised what a bloody small percentage it holds! Heck it man...think i'm juz gonna anyhow do already. I guess it doesn't help tt most of my gp mates haf spoilt market by writing like 20 pages(?!?!?!) and tt Gerald Chew who didn't give us a word limit.....(he shld really know better cos pple are gonna be damn ks and write bloody novels)

Sigh....am so dead lah. Barely slept like 2 hrs lor.....and have my acting presentation in a while too. I wonder how I will keep awake today.

Everybody should go and watch Prism!!! It's really really good...with lotsa simple yet profound kinda statements about our Asian identity. Plus it had Nelson(Chia), which of cos most of my acting gp girls are die hard fans.....hahahaha...

Only thing is it's only showing tonight(as in the 13th) and tmw nite. So I doubt anyone wld be interested enuff to go watch it tt quick. Well...too tired to write more abt it...still have another 2 essays to go and 1 music composition. Sigh....

C A N T S E E M T O F I N I S H M Y E S S A Y S ! ! !

Argh.

Now someone please tell me...how is it possible that my crush knew that I had a crush on him, long before I even spoke on a regular basis to him? Plus the fact tt I usually keep quiet, fail at flirting casually, and give no hint at all??

He must really be able to read my mind....or if not, but some fluke found his way to my blog. =/

Dunno where to hide my face... I can't for the life of me figure out how. Sigh...feel so blah.

We shall have a new look soon!

I need more space if i'm to put archive links and all. But oh well, wait till after exams la...

In the middle of the day....
Trying to do my essay....
And wondering why i'm so suay
Having to keep all the stress at bay...

Oh I give up. No gd trying to be poetic. Feeling bo liao la....still trying to complete my essays. Was irritated wif my mom and sister and bro juz now. But mostly my parents la. Cos in the begninning when my sis wanted a hamster they agreed and bought for her, much to my vehemently objecting, they even made me go wif them to choose and I kept telling them tt eventually she'll lose interest and we'll end up abusing the bloody thing.

And it's true. Right now, it's moved frm sitting in my living room to outside my front door. V soon it'll end up outside in the dustbin -- buried alive. Anyone wants a hamster??? I feel so sorry for it cos apparently my sis lost interest and made my youngest bro look after it, and slowly he cldn't be bothered either. So sometimes the hamster starves. My mom, makes helluva lot of noise whenever she sees tt Pinky has no food or no water but will not life a single finger to do anything abt it! Wassup wif tt man?? And i'm the one, angry and irritated tt they're ill treating this animal and end up being the one who has to take care of it! When in the first place i was the only person who objected to it!!

Aaaargh, the irresponsibility of PEOPLE!

Sigh.....stupido stupido!!

Am so sure tt he knows lor...and tt he's so not interested lor!! And yet I'm still talking to him like an idiot....feels really irritating. Like....what the hell am I doing????!!?

Anyways...am in the midst of rushing assignments...and trying to carry out research on my acting presentation. It's too much work. For such the minimal, pathetic, small part that I play, there's a helluva lot to be put into costume if we're gonna try to be realistic. I'm like the main dramaturg...but it doesn't help me gain marks altho I'm doing so much backstage work cos eventually the instructors can't see it either. Basket. Was so exctied initially...now i'm juz doing sai kang...and 'willingly' somemore...

I dunno whether to be glad tt I got a small role so i dun hafta memorise too many lines, portray too many complicated emotions so i dun make a bloody fool out of myself, or juz to be bored with the boring unimpt role that I got. Ah well, human nature, never satisfied. Oh well. off to bed, enuff of my grumbling.

Goooo ALL BLACKS!!

Been following the IRB Rugby World Cup and I must say the All Black's match yesterday agst RSA (South Africa) was damn good! They really strengthened their defense. Last week's game was rather awful agst Wales man...but u shld've seen them yesterday!! Woohoo!

Shld check out the All blacks website too! They've got all sorts of cool stuff abt the players and all. My fav's Carlos Spencer!! I think he looks damn cool lor...half maori, he's the guy who leads them in the Haka for the world cup I think! *swoon* His pix on the website look rather yucky tho....catch him in action next week! 15/11. They're playing against the Wallabies! They'd better win man!!!

Alright....am off to my acting meeting.....presentation next week and we haven't even settled things!! stress!

Zap! You're a THUNDERSTORM.
Your temper comes fast and does maximum damage when
it does.
Often you begin to grumble before you let your
anger out.
Those who know you know to get the hell out of your
way when you start to get upset.


What DIRE WEATHER FORECAST do you turn into when you're angry?
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Heh...no surprises on this one.

Anyways....just watched The Widow of St Pierre and it was so sad...can read the synopsis on Arts Central I think it's a film made really beautifully...and the themes are very touching too. It's like....what happens when a murderer attempts to redeem himself? Are we in the position to judge? And u see what pple are capable of doing...because of love. Love not in the erotic sense, but out of true love for pple. How many of us actually have that? It had a really sad ending though....a little in the tragic sense...but i mostly felt that justice wasn't served entirely. Oh well...sad... didn't quite expect it to end tt way....haven't watched a sad film for quite a while already....

Helped Jac with cg today...interestingly, I've never actually done cg all my life in nus! So it was a new experience for me....not quite sure whether it helped refresh my cg members or not....but sure hope it did la. :/

Anyways...gonna pack my stuff and slp...tmw need to be piah-ing for test. =(

Eh..no it aint. Haiya, what the hell is up wif my blog? In sch the backgrd pic shows but at home it juz refuses to! Do you guys see the pic at all? lemme know.

And this is by far one of the most hilarious quizzes of all....


Idol


The ULTIMATE personality test
brought to you by Quizilla

Riiiight.

Oh goodie...the pic is back. =)

More of quizilla's funny tests....


You are Form 5, Dragon: The Weaver.

"And The Dragon seperated the virtuous from
the sinful. He tore his eyes from his sockets
and used them to peer into the souls of those
on trial to make a judgement. He knew that
with endless knowledge came endless
responsibility."

Some examples of the Dragon Form are Athena
(Greek), St. Peter (Christian), and Surya
(Indian).
The Dragon is associated with the concept of
intelligence, the number 5, and the element of
wood.
His sign is the crescent moon.

As a member of Form 5, you are an intelligent and
wise individual. You weigh options by looking
at how logical they are and you know that while
there may not always be a right or wrong
choice, there is always a logical one. People
may say you are too indecisive, but it's only
because you want to do what's right. Dragons
are the best friends to have because they're
willing to learn.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Oh dear...what is going on wif my blog template I wonder. Cos the pic ain't showing cos it looks like the website hosting it is moving or sthg....shucks.....now it looks so......blank. Juz like my mind. Sigh...trying to do my essay.....

Had a pretty damn good show!!

But..it's all over now...suffering from a bit of post production blues...cos everything seemed to whiz by the past week...I really do love Jubilee Hall, with it's fantastic location and wonderful atmosphere. Sigh...

The last show was amazing...everyone's energy levels skyrocketed...and I didn't miss any sound cues!! whoopee!! And...before tt i got a nice 'gd luck' hug frm *ahem ahem (dun wanna print his name here anymore la cos...juz in case) and after tt i received a flower and a congratulatory hug(again!!) muahahahahahaha.... I'm juz goin nuts man. But! Also surprisingly, Jo and Wayne bought me 2 flowers! How lovely!! So....felt most appreciated tt night...haha

Yup....then the lovely pple who also came to watch -- Kelvin Chow, Shane, Mel, Jo, Wayne, Ivan and Sharon, Shou Chen, Daphne and of course my parents. But my parents felt tt it was too deep leh...they didn't get much of it... so tt was a bit sad.

But overall, I had a really gd time...managed to bond with some of the cast after the show too....thru bumping out and the post production party...which I didn't really intend to go, but was really glad I did cos we had a whale of a time!! They booked a room in M Hotel and we were laughing all the way frm like 2 plus till 7am....spoofing the play, reciting lines in silly ways and using it out of context!! It was hilarious. Never laughed so much in my entire life!! But decided tt i needed to go home and rest...and didn't wanna stay and sleep there cos next day had stuff on. And we played Truth or Dare and found out a lot of silly interesting things abt TC....tt he's attached(!!!)...and straight (thank God)

So anyway...the PIE pple are a crazy bunch....and so full of energy! Am so sad tt the entire thing is over and tt we only haf one lesson left together....but oh well, all things muz come to an end...and i guess we can juz treasure the memories. Oh, we also haf a beautiful crew shirt....tt is red and looks v communist..and we're all gonna wear it on the day of the exam! =) So happening lor....

Then yesterday, spent the evening wif Jac Chia, we went to watch Le' Coeur Des 'Hommes (or sthg lidat in French...) the english translation being Frenchmen and it's the story about the lives of 4 frenchmen who are at different turning points in their life. Very very heartwarming and funny....but also rather questionable....cos it seems like the french sleep around like drinking water lidat. It's almost like everyone has affairs all the time! French men must be real horny bastards...But its also one of the shows tt make u wanna visit France cos they kept having a lot of scenic shots of the skyline...and the scenery and all...so beautiful man...it's like some quaint town thingy altho they do have like buildings and all, but the general feel is tt they very much keep the old architecture..so it makes the place have tt homely feel...

And of course got to see all the beautiful french women with fantastic bodies! Woohoo! ;p Before that we had a nice dinner at Coffee Club at Hotel Rendezvous and then went for Tau Huay somewhere in Selegie. What a nice way to end off the hectic week!

So now it's back to the essays and the studying...which i can finally get down to doing (sounds so sick tt i'm actually looking forward to doing) ....but tts only cos i need to la...so....off to mass first.....oh! And did i mention tt i'm going for my first proper cantor's meeting in church tmw? So excited!! Looks like it's gonna be an interesting week!