Forward Planning

Forward Planning

Work is just crazy man. So many things happening in Sept. Tts so not the way I like it. Sept should be quiet and good. And just for me. But it isn't. So many damned things just have to happen this month.

So tempted to go HK to be with Weilin and Avi. Runaway from it all. But as usual, can't la cos everything else is happening. =_= I am serious abt the going away part tho. If only someone would take me away for a while.

Anyways, was just thinking about forward planning and how very often, what keeps me going is something that I can "look forward" to. Not sure whether that's just me not wanting to live in the now, or just constantly wanting to look forward to the future. I guess maybe that's why I'm relatively comfortable in my current job.

*Wake me up when September ends...

Stop This Train

Stop This Train

No I'm not colour blind
I know the world is black and white
Try to keep an open mind but...
I just can't sleep on this tonight
Stop this train I want to get off and go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can't
But honestly won't someone stop this train

Don't know how else to say it, don't want to see my parents go
One generation's length away
From fighting life out on my own

Stop this train
I want to get off and go home again
I can't take the speed it's moving in
I know I can't but honestly won't someone stop this train

So scared of getting older
I'm only good at being young
So I play the numbers game to find a way to say that life has just begun
Had a talk with my old man
Said help me understand
He said turn 68, you'll re-negotiate
Don't stop this train
Don't for a minute change the place you're in
Don't think I couldn't ever understand
I tried my hand
John, honestly we'll never stop this train

See once in a while when it's good
It'll feel like it should
And they're all still around
And you're still safe and sound
And you don't miss a thing
'til you cry when you're driving away in the dark.

Singing stop this train I want to get off and go home again
I can't take this speed it's moving in
I know I can't
Cause now I see I'll never stop this train

- John Mayer

Not much of a video...but at least u get to hear it.

Absolutely crazily drained.

Good for my future, good for my future. I must keep reminding myself. But recently the feeling of "I got no more bandwith left" keeps creeping up in my brain.

HOW??? :(

I need a holiday. But I cannot leh. Anyways nowhere to go and nobody to go with also.

Anyways. Leave u guys with a siao clip I saw today. Hahaha. Only the Japs will do this kinda thing.

Quote of the Day

Quote of the Day

"no expectations and subsequently, no disappointments"

Took this off a friend's blog. I do so feel like I need to do this. Cos recently I just keep setting myself up for disappointment. And it is getting to be a pain in the arse.

But honestly. How is it possible to have no expectations with regard to sthg/someone? Doesn't that mean you'd have to detach yourself from whatever it is and not care anymore? And when that happens... can you possibly 're-attach' previously existing emotions? I think not. And once one becomes successful at detaching... it's time to move on.

Bz as a beeeee

Bz as a beeeee

疯掉了la... this week is just absolutely crazy for me lor... but for some reason... I'm surviving, and actually feeling a little motivated. Damn stressed... but motivated.

And it's funny but I think God seems to have planted little surprises, or should we say, small mercies for me the past few days... just to keep me going. And I'm glad :)

My poor baby's sick... and I'm feeling the onset of some bug too. But... at my mother's instruction, been drinking some herbal tea thing and so far managed to keep the bug away. But hugs for my dear anyways...since I got no time to go visit!